jus finished watchin superman returns...
movie is quite alrite lah... nt really nice until lik "WAH !!!"...
e superman look quite handsome but he seem fat n unreal... 2 fake le...
e female lead look quite pretty 2... n her "son" is cute 2... her husband look also nt bad... a bit lik superman leh... haha...
but e effects nt bad... quite interestin... nt worth 2 watch durin weekends... weekdays better...
i give 3.5 stars... life is unpredictable n full of changes...
my sis forwarded mi tis e-mail... tot shld share it cos i dropped a tear after readin...
When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out in Your ArmsOn my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy.. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.
This was the scene ten years ago.
The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid; I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affection between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.
Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
Dew came into my life.
It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her . Dew said, you are the kind of man who best draws girls' eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we were just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls. Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife.. But I couldn't help doing so.
I moved Dew's hands aside and said you go to select some furniture, O.K.? I've got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised to do it together with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.
However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt.
Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body. This was the means of my entertainment.
One day I said to her in a slightly joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.
When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking to her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.
Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.
When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I've got something to tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the serious topic calmly.
She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer made her angry.. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!
That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she
wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which
stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.
Late that night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fall asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.
She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month s time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal a life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember. You carried me in your arms, she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.
I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage romantically.
I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.
First day, my wife and i hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don't tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for a bus, I drove to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.
On the third day, she whispered to me, the outside garden is being
demolished. Be careful when you pass there.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were
still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vague.
On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell Dew about this.
I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now. She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she
sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain.. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.
Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum out. He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.
I held her tightly and said, both you and I didn't notice that our life
lacked intimacy.
I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious.
She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever.. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.
Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.
When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until we are old.
i really dunno wats love...
u can b v good 2 ur frens n god-bro... but y can u b GOOD 2 mi as well????
i feel tat we r gettin further n further from 1 n other...
u r gettin impatient wif mi n everytin tat i do...
u always say tat i shld nt do tis n tat... but u r doin it urself...
u like 2 ask qns tat u noe e ans, but no matter wat ans i giv i m always wrong...
wat u wan mi 2 do????i m tired le... really... can u tell mi wat u wan??? suddenly i feel tat bein single is a good ting... but i also wan 2 gt love n 2 love some1...
i may nt b e perfect 1... but i tried my best le...
if it continue on like tis, i dun tink i can tak it much more... really...
2dae went 2 cali gym in bugis... had a bodycombat class @ 5.30... had lots of fun... haha... great exercise n fun wif music... shiok... shall call my bunch of gymers come along next time...
n also i test myself c how many pull ups i can do without any assist... i did 5 std pull ups!!! 1st time when i went gym i can only squeeze 2 do 3 pathetic 1s loh... after 3 weeks of gym i can do 2 more... yeah!!! at least didnt waste my time there... haha...
fallin in love wif gym le... but scare studies will b affected if i nt goin 2 gt into mood 4 study... haha...
life is unpredictable n full of changes... so come n hav fun...
i v suaku loh... 2day is my 1st time 2 kbox... gave e virgin time 2 my classmates... total 8 of us there... spent ard $6.50... hav delifrance n ice lemon tea...
had a great time singin n had lots of fun... exceeded e time by ard 30mins... tink will go again often... so guys... if u all goin let mi noe ok???
haha... life is unpredictable n full of changes...
haha... after 1 tiring nite, i went 4 class @ 7+... was damn tired loh... however, i didnt slp @ all... mayb 2 tired 2 fall asleep... haha...
tot i will slp all e way... haha...
so... life is unpredictable n full of changes...
at last beckham did sumtin 4 england...
managed 2 score a winnin goal 4 england jus nw when eng vs ecu...
congrats eng...
but rooney couldnt score... hai... lampard also... both had lots of chances but didnt managed 2 score... try harder bah...
beckham...
life is unpredictable n full of changes...
AHHHHHH !!!
2molo sch reopen le... hai... no more holidays le... hai hai...
v sian loh... 1st day already 0800 class... wtf lah... v tired loh... n also 2nite gt world cup loh... ahhhhhhh...
surely slp in class... confirm + chop... haha... so nvm lah... since slpin in class then dun care loh...continue 2 watch world cup...haha... but then ah... i still reports 2 do... really no mood loh... haha...
nvm... life is unpredictable n full of changes...
jus joined as cali fitness member 2day... $79/ mth... no extra charges such as admin n joinin fees...
wan 2 train n tone up body 4 some personal targets n my upcomin napfa...
trainin hard... life is unpredictable n full of changes...
hey ppl... guess u all must b tinkin wat does my nick stands 4...
its pronounced as "ke-na-ge"...
its in jap...
kenage = 健気...
健気 = brave (an), gallant, courage, manly, heroic...
so... understand??? haha...
ARGENTINA !!! i lost $90 loh... wtf... wat they all doin... last match 6-0... tis match 0-0... wah piang... maths fail ah???
haha... nvm lah... win other match loh... wat 2 do??? haha... ball is round wat...
so... life is unpredictable n full of changes... n ball is round...
YEAH !!! korea n france draw... haha... was bettin @ singapore pools... wa Qin and reachin my turn le, a gal from behind asked her bf 2 help her buy HT/FT H-D... she was sayin e odds $16 v high... so wan 2 try...
after hearin, i also went 2 buy... haha... tot ok lah, since high odds, so bought $5...
then last nite was watchin e match... e 1st goal inspire mi tat i might win... haha... cos HT france only score 1 goal... haha... but was v tired... so didnt finish watchin... haha... lazy bum... haha...
1st ting woke up in e mornin was 2 check e score... KOREA DRAW!!! i won!!! $1=$16...
$5=$80!!! yeah... haha... mayb its my luck loh... haha... won a bit le... haha..
so... life is unpredictable n full of changes... HAHA!!!
2day went ailing's b'dae bbq...
was bbqin some sausages when 1
STUPID UNCLE came... we were cookin then he came near 2 e pit 2 feed cat... cos we find it nt hygenic so i went over 2 ask if he could feed e cat...
he F****R loh... nt only didnt wan 2 shift... he even tick mi off loh... i was v pissed... he said tat we book only e pit n e place he feed is public area... wtf loh... if e cat dirty e place is our responsibility loh... he said we eat so e cat also can eat... ya... e cat can eat... but y cant go other place??? so many places available yet wan 2 come near bbq pit... wan it 2 bcome bbq cat issit???
dun wan 2 shift ok loh... i cant do anythin also... then he suddenly tak out a cam say wan 2 tak our pics n put in newspaper, sayin he's fm newsletter... say wan 2 check who r we then publish... wtf lah... let u feed then still wan 2 create trouble... i v du lan so tell him 2 tak loh... then he say he gt dunno wat website, wan 2 write tis article... go ahead lah... mayb its some old man's blog... dun care...
then off a sudden he say he fm army... colonel... wtf lah... who cares wat e f r u??? feed 1 cat only act so big...
he made mi really angry loh... wanted 2 tak out my phone n tak pic of him n record wat e f he says loh... then post here...
UNCLE... pls grow up lah... dun b a d**bA**... feedin stray animals is illegal loh...
cant stand him... he left after takin some pit pics... still mumberin along e way...
hai... life is unpredictable n full of changes...
heng ah... didnt play 2nite's matches... ghana won czech republic 0-2 loh...
ball is really round... i won back wat i lost then didnt managed 2 buy 2nite's matches... mayb tats also call luck... if nt i also lost in tat match...
really... life is unpredictable n full of changes...
michelle is back from e car workshop... YEAH...
she's workin fine nw... yeah...
she's on e road le... yeah...
so glad tat she has recovered... @ least dun feel as bad as before...
luckily... life is unpredictable n full of changes...
nw tryin 2 personalise my own blog so e blog is rather messy... but come back n tak a look on n off...
wah lao... argentina 6-0 loh... dunnoe how serb & mont play 1 loh... 6 goals loh...
http://fifaworldcup.yahoo.com/06/en/w/match/template.html?id=21
even germany vs costa rica only 4-2 loh...
but i won e match... haha... yeah... win back some lost ytd...
truly... life is unpredictable n full of changes...
haha... spent 1 whole afternoon doin tis blog...
luckily gt keryun's help... from music, template, pics upload... if nt i dun even noe hoe 2 start...
haha... really a com idiot...
THANKS KERYUN !!!
v tired le... goin 2 bcome panda soon...
cos everynite watchin world cup... haha...
http://www.singaporepools.com.sg/WorldCup2006/index.html <-- v gd site...
winnin some xtra allowances... haha...
hope win more $$$ so tat can pay 4 e car repair... haha...
however... life is unpredictable n full of changes...
was busy last few days thus didnt write any posts... n also couldnt figure out how 2 upload pics...
abt e accident, the cost of repairin is $4000 max... haven ask 4 discount yet...
wanted 2 claim insurance but the insurance company says tat cos i new driver @ e same time i nt yet 23 yo... therefore need 2 pay excess of $3500 n owner need 2 pay $1500... $3500 + $1500 = $5000... even more than e max loh... funny hor???
hai... so have 2 pay cash then... no choice le... but owner tryin 2 ask 4 more discount 2 less than $3500... so dun hav 2 pay so much...
since no insurance company involved, e car hav started its repairin... hope 2 gt it done by tis sat...
poor michelle, i caused her 2 hav half face plastic surgery... all my fault... learnt alot from tis ex exp...
so... life is unpredictable n full of changes...
e main reason y i create tis blog is jus 2 write how i feel bcos i jus had an accident (2016 hrs 10/6)...
was drivin "michelle" (e red tuscani) along marine parade rd towards still rd south when e accident happened...
jus finished dinner wif family wantin 2 go over fren's place 4 soccer match thus bought some food n stuff...
was turnin out on2 e road when e food i bought toppled over, thus i turn over n had a look... in a split sec, e car went up e middle curb n hit e centre railins... was in a state of shock therefore took longer response time 2 brake thus hittin down 11 pieces of railins... e railins flew over e other side of e road... flew 2 ard 2 lanes away... luckily there are no cars on e other lane n behind mi, thus no other vehicles are involved...
car was then stucked in e middle of e road n i couldnt move it... mayb sumtin broke or dropped... cant go ahead neither can go backwards... then lots of unknown liquid start 2 flow out of e car... dunnoe wat was tat so i touch some n smelled it... luckily nt e smell of petrol... so it might b air-con or coolin liquid... e front right tire burst...
i was v v v v v v v scared... really scared... scared like shit... called 4 help n called police 2 report... n took out e triangle stand n put behind e car... hand was shiverin like mad...
parents came in abt 20 mins cos cant find mi... cried like hell but mom told mi nt 2 worry cos didnt gt injured nor injure any1... dad called e tow-car which arrived in abt 30 mins... police arrived ard 2 mins after parents came...
police (sgt tang) took down my name, ic no, contact no n took a look @ my licence... he told mi there r 3 types of road accidents (minor, major n fatal)... bcos there r no1 injured in tis accident, thus it's rank minor... i only need 2 pay 4 e damages done 2 e railins n no investigation is needed...
tow-car came n took e car 2 e workshop... fornt bumper, right side bumper, bottom part n front right tire was damaged... but e charges can only b calculated on mon cos e workshop closed 2nite n 2molo...
tis is y i chose 2 write tis blog... cos life is unpredictable n full of changes...
jus joined as cali fitness member 2day... $79/ mth... no extra charges such as admin n joinin fees...
